It’s not a switch, it’s me

I’m not a switch. I can’t let you have the pleasure of a sporadic On/Off game. Either I borrow the brightest light from the brightest star never to return or I’m absolute darkness, a darkness immersed in the world’s black as its white, a darkness that continues  forever and a day long. This is me. I’m neither hiding any thing more nor showing anything less. If you want someone to play your wingless angel, someone to love you to nonpareil tangents I’m here.   And if you want to satiate your demons seeing someone being on a swing for you then you shouldn’t be here. This is your moment. Think, feel, recall, recollect or go by your instincts and decide. You want me to be there for every fraction of moment or permanently hide?

-Antra Chauhan