It’s not a switch, it’s me

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I’m not a switch. I can’t let you have the pleasure of a sporadic On/Off game. Either I borrow the brightest light from the brightest star never to return or I’m absolute darkness, a darkness immersed in the world’s black as its white, a darkness that continues  forever and a day long. This is me. I’m neither hiding any thing more nor showing anything less. If you want someone to play your wingless angel, someone to love you to nonpareil tangents I’m here.   And if you want to satiate your demons seeing someone being on a swing for you then you shouldn’t be here. This is your moment. Think, feel, recall, recollect or go by your instincts and decide. You want me to be there for every fraction of moment or permanently hide?

-Antra Chauhan

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A Note to Self ❤

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Self love is all we need.

Dear self
This is to tell you that every bit of me loves you, loves you alot, and loves you more than anyone in this world or any world possible. You are amazing..and you are beautiful. Your eyes,are my fav part of you. Not for just the way they look but for how they see, the way they capture such amazing glimpses for me to cherish forever, the way they twinkle, the way they express- love, anger, curiosity, despair and everything possible. And those long undone tresses that flow down like waves….the way you shake your head and it tickles down your back- you giggle right? I giggle with you too. I am the lucky one to see all the seen and unseen versions of you. The way you’ve cried for the littlest things and stood strong through the fiercest blows, all the silent prayers that you make for the ones you love, and all the mischiefs, secrets, ideas, smiles and tears that hit you- nothing of it is hidden from me, my love! My eyes are always on you and my heart always with you, and will always be- Yes Forever. It’s not your journey, it’s our journey. And no matter who is there and who isn’t, I’m always going to be there FOR YOU, not next to you but inside you. Thankyou for all the amazingness shared :))
                                                              With Love
                                                              -Self

Distantly Near

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Jade was so full of love and happiness.. she could go candy sharing it from one end of the world to another and not fall short of it… floated on two extremes,  could shoot out  in the fiercest way if anything pricks her the other way, and the same girl could move mountains to make you feel special-damn-special. She was different…She was all magic(the white one okay). And Sara – Jade’s paradox… fears and scars of the past…tears all dried and smiles that long bid (good)bye…but also this beauty hidden within….rays of the brightest sun gleaming off the keyhole….and his desire…to break open the door and free in her spirits and have a glimpse of the ocean of love that once found its place within .. ..but Jade….if he would walk up to Jade and sing this two road song…she would take a shiny wrapped sweet out of her lilttle blue sling bag and extend it towards him as she steals away his heart with the angel smile on, rise up on her toes and whisper into his ears GOODLUCK 🙂 All he could share was love and Jade was so full of it and Sara devoid of even a bit…he went by Sara….to wipe off the dark dust on and pour the glittering sand all warm….Now he sees Sara love and smile the way that never fades…in her he sees just another Jade…It’s time to walk up to her again…. eyes all close…Hey! My angel welcome to the ‘Jade World’..