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It’s not a switch, it’s me

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I’m not a switch. I can’t let you have the pleasure of a sporadic On/Off game. Either I borrow the brightest light from the brightest star never to return or I’m absolute darkness, a darkness immersed in the world’s black as its white, a darkness that continues  forever and a day long. This is me. I’m neither hiding any thing more nor showing anything less. If you want someone to play your wingless angel, someone to love you to nonpareil tangents I’m here.   And if you want to satiate your demons seeing someone being on a swing for you then you shouldn’t be here. This is your moment. Think, feel, recall, recollect or go by your instincts and decide. You want me to be there for every fraction of moment or permanently hide?

-Antra Chauhan

A Note to Self ❤

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Self love is all we need.

Dear self
This is to tell you that every bit of me loves you, loves you alot, and loves you more than anyone in this world or any world possible. You are amazing..and you are beautiful. Your eyes,are my fav part of you. Not for just the way they look but for how they see, the way they capture such amazing glimpses for me to cherish forever, the way they twinkle, the way they express- love, anger, curiosity, despair and everything possible. And those long undone tresses that flow down like waves….the way you shake your head and it tickles down your back- you giggle right? I giggle with you too. I am the lucky one to see all the seen and unseen versions of you. The way you’ve cried for the littlest things and stood strong through the fiercest blows, all the silent prayers that you make for the ones you love, and all the mischiefs, secrets, ideas, smiles and tears that hit you- nothing of it is hidden from me, my love! My eyes are always on you and my heart always with you, and will always be- Yes Forever. It’s not your journey, it’s our journey. And no matter who is there and who isn’t, I’m always going to be there FOR YOU, not next to you but inside you. Thankyou for all the amazingness shared :))
                                                              With Love
                                                              -Self